why now?

'Why Now ?' depicts the two nations taking advantage of my skills for money and fame. As Korean Australian, I've experienced this too much. Both countries always shut me down when I try to find a sense of belonging to them, but always welcome me when I've succeeded in at least one thing. It is a constant fear that I experience as I am blind to know when the two home countries will turn their back on me.The spaceman expresses myself, controlled like a puppet by a spider wearing a Korean traditional mask representing two countries seeking money and fame. Bright stadium, coins, dollars, and people express the true desires behind the mask.But, why now?Would've been great if this was from the beginning...